What do you do when you heart wants one option that isn't ready and your mind/body wants an option that isn't interested. Don't you think that is one jacked up scenario I do. But this scenario belongs to me and I can't help it I know I know I can't have my cake and eat it too. Hell! The mind/body option isn't even interested or if he is I haven't heard of it!!!! The heart option I could fall in love with him and he could fall in love with me BUT there's always that "but" he doesn't want a girlfriend but he doesn't want me to be intimate with no one but him!!!! What the hell!!! Please someone let me know if that is a contridiction or not!!!!!!!! Both options turn me on ridicoulusly ON ON need to jump in Niagra on!!! And it makes me sick!!!! Okay...not sick but I am concerned what the hell is wrong with me and when I try to cut both off they creep back into my consiousness and my space Lawd help me ONE of these options needs to become a CHOICE and soon I am getting aggrivated now.
Sorry just had to vent.............
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